&the greying vision

Friday, December 14, 2007 8:57 PM

alright, i've decided to take a break from my drama-ing and blog.

played squash on wed.
AND IT WAS DEFINITELY FUN!
my squash partner: CELS TAY!
(:

and shihui is with jeremiah.
we headed to badminton after one hour of squash!
AND I SWEAR SHIHUI'S AIMING IS DAMN GOOD, that she can even hit my head with a shuttlecock and racket!
badminton session made me till i got cramp in my stomach.
(:
GREAT!
good training!
and i swear, bathing with a contact lenes on are disastorous!
it kept giving me problems after that.
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headed bizpark to pass something.
bump into maybelle. (:
and were requested to stay and wish joyce happy birthday,
thus we're quite late meeting caroli!
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headed to queensway shopping centre after that!
(:
MEMORIES MAN!
AND I'M A HAPPY GIRL THAT DAY!
cos i bought 2 fbt shorts, one shoe bag and one new socks!
(:
HEHEHE!
enough of qsc.
we headed to MY FAV PLACE!! (:
HEHEHEHEHE!
DOUBLE SATISFACTION!

this explain everything! (:

and i met up with the craziest yanlin!
HEEHEHE!
as usual we went over to commonwealth and i had my beehoon with the very nicey chicken wing!
(:
TRIPLE SATISFACTION!
den headed over to macs for her usual nuggets and fries!!
seaweed shaker somemore!
LOL!
i simply love going out with yanlin! (:

THE NEXT DAY WAS KBOXING WITH THE LOVELYS!
(x
and I WAITED MISS ROLLY AND EILEEN FOR ONE HOUR PLUS, and me myself was late for 45 mins!
I SWEAR ANY PEOPLE WHO WANTS TO MEET US, MUST LEARN HOW TO BE LATE TOO.
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however, we were damn high!
and we sang till my throat out of voice! (x
BUT I LIKE IT!!
now, i got quite a sexy voice!!
HHEHEHE!
ate at pastamania, and yeah the usual stuff.
there's a super funny thing that we encounter.
and i couldn't control my laughter,
and POOOOO. the ice lemon tea from my mouth just came out!
UNGLAM, i know.
HAHAHA!
i'm so embarrassed that time la! ARGH!
and we walked from cineleisure to orchard mrt.
we held hands and we started to play with our hands on the streets.
i swear any sane people who looked at us, they'll think that we're lesbians.
LOL!
and i swear miss rolly was so strong that she squeezed my hands till it get red!
IT WS SO PAIN MAN!
and we started rubbing each other thumb!
LOL!

and as planned, i stayed at home the whole day today!
(:
imma good girl! (:
ok la.
not really.
hehehe.
this holiday, i barely have the time for myself.
i din't even have time to meet finish all the people that i wanna meet and wanna meet me.
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i feel so guilty la!
):
and i dint take out time for shermaine and jim they all.
they have been asking me out like idk how many times.
but i just couldn't.
just like today, they are going to geylang to eat!
):
OH MAN!
i miss eating there luh!
ARGH! sadden. they're going late in the night.
argh!
IF NOT I SURE GOOOO!!
cos i miss them alot!

I REALLY MISS YOU GUYS!

and at kbox, i took some random photo.
and i swear this photo look scary!
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and i love rainy days.
cos my house will look like this from the outside! (:

~~and idk why am i still so bothered.~~
~~FUCK IT.~~
i wish i could say it all out.
but i knew i couldn't .
neither could i resort to blogging.
no use for a broke down.
thus i've been surpressing my emotions.
each and everyday.
uhh!!
i'm kept busy each and every day!
BUT I WANNA MEET CELS.
my soulmate!
i very long never meet her already!
(er, not very long thou.)
seeing her make my heart peace out! (:
ARE YOU TOUCHED?! ARE YOU TOUCHED?! ARE YOU TOUCHED?!
and i wont be meeting her till idk when! ):

OHH! i'm finally meeting candace for movie next thurs!
and i'm FINALLY meeting john for movie next sat!!
ALVIN AND CHIPMUNK! (john so gonna poke me with that man! hehe)

and i went to kbox ytd.
listening to those quite-old songs, it makes me damn emotional.
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but cherish the present, cindy.

sometimes, i wish that my mind is very awake so i'm able to think very carefully of what am i supposed to do and not regret in the future. but when ever i'm determined to do that, i'm enough to fall into some trap. sometimes. if the sometimes never happened?

reflection upon oneself?
do you actually reflect on your own actions regularly.
it's always human nature that you'll hurt a person unintentionally.
while revising for ob, i did alot and alot of reflection.
it's tons of it.
ob is a module that it discuss about behaviour.

personality and perception etc.

reflection on ownself is not always a good thing.
as it portray the negative and ugly side of themselves.
we usually wouldn't have the courage to face this side of ourselves.
but have any one thought before, if we pluck out the courage to face this side
the negative and ugly side of themselves.
it would serve as a purpose of self improvements.
it will remind us not to do the same mistake again.
i guess, i should start practising this.
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each and everyone have different set of thinking.
you might not agree with me, but you can think through yourself.
(:

many issues there are we're going to face in life.
there's many solution to each and every problems.
moral dilemma.
it is do the thing that you think is right.
but how many of us would actually do it?
it kept me pondering.

there's too many question about human beings.
the contridiction of human beings that kept me thinking for long.
somehow, it made me lost the trust in human beings.
it's hard to gain trust, cos i've lost too much.
yet contridicting me, i'm so gullible.
i wouldn't want to believe that human beings are ugly, as they're the living thing that knows how to think.
to know the ugly side of human beings is actually quite scary.

enough of that,
and i'll reply my tags.

tag replies

b: HEHEHEE! you won't come over to yishun and knock on my door already! IT'S SETTLED! i'm finally meeting you darling! and today is friday! I BET YOU'RE PLAYING LIKE CRAZY! hehehe. 27dec ok! REMIND ME! as usual!

maybelle: HEY BABE! misses too. (x i met you that day! (:

MICKEYY: hey! NAHH! (no more "no-ing" already! now upgrade, go "nah-ing" :\ ok i know it's lame!) 19 IS OLD LEHS! argh! one more year, you got no more 1something already lehs! it's 20+ already lehs! FRET NOT, i'm joining you very soon! ):

cels: HEY DARLING! it's damn random!! but..... guess what...... I LOVE YOU TOO!! thanks lovely, for being there! (: LOVES! come online more freq alright! we can meet up too! DEN WE MAKE OUT!! den i'll sneeze in front of you!! (x OK, OK, OK?!

candace: HEY! sorry my dear! BUT WE'RE MEETING NEXT THURS AINT IT?! (: and today marks the end of your ct! hehehe! time for playing alrights! LOVES!

zhilinnn: YEA! holidays are here! HEY, we should meet up after school starts! (: YOU ENJOY TOO! (: i've link you up!

shihui: BECAUSE OF YOU, I'VE CHANGE MY TAGBOARD FONT! so tag! (:

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